everything is on the one

google wave

tsosebee@gmail.com — Tue, 01 Dec 2009 03:06:53 GMT

I've got some Google Wave invites if anyone wants one. Comment or mail me.

The Parable of the Sower

tsosebee@gmail.com — Wed, 25 Nov 2009 00:25:27 GMT

Octavia Butler is one of the giants in SF, but I'm a little ashamed to admit it, and a little confused as to why, but I've never read any of her novels, even though I've really enjoyed the few short stories of hers that I've read.

Well, I've finally rectified that situation. I just finished The Parable of the Sower. Wow. Very, very good. I can see why Butler is one of the SF giants. It's a coming of age story of a girl finding hope and community in an America that's turned into a third world nightmare. That description sounds simplistic, but it is a very moving and engaging story, and well worth a read.

The dystopic view of America that she presents here is disturbing, mainly because it seems so very plausible to me. Dystopias are a staple in SF, but the ones that really hit home are the ones that seem plausible. I think that one of the things that makes SF relevant is that good SF writers take what they see around them and fast forward everything to see where that leads them. Readers can then take those extrapolations and see what they say about society and themselves. Butler's vision in this novel are kind of depressing on a wide scale, but hopeful on at least a small, personal scale.

If you haven't read any of her work, I'd highly recommend it. I know I'll be picking up more of her novels.

is this thing still on?

tsosebee@gmail.com — Tue, 17 Nov 2009 03:19:03 GMT

Wow, it's been a while.

Since I only ever post about music or books, this time it's music.

Lessons have been going well. Lately, there's been a lot of struggling with ear training, especially on how to pick up on chord changes as they're coming so that I don't get out of tune with the rest of the band.

The big news, however, on the music front is that I've been playing out about once a month or so. The founder of the school where I take my lessons has put together a band to play a couple times a month out at a barbecue joint, the Cele Store. At this point I think I've played there 4 times or so.

We mostly play country, which I would have never imagined that I'd be playing, but I'm having fun doing it. Before I played with the rest of the band, I'd never even met most of them, so playing with a bunch of strangers was a challenge. But since I've been playing I've noticed a few changes for the good. The first time out I was nervous as all get out. Before our latest gig last Friday, I hardly had any nerves at all. I'm amazed that I'm not really nervous any more about playing (and potentially screwing up) in front of people. I also seem to be a bit more confident about playing with other people.

It's still not perfect. I notice screw-ups that I make, but the audience seems to be having fun and no one throws beer bottles at us, so it can't be that bad. (In fact, I think there's more and more people showing up every time we play.)

In case you hadn't seem them, I've even got a few pictures from the first show, and I only look like I'm going to puke because of stage fright in a couple of them. I'll try and remember to post here when we're playing, and maybe you could come out and see us.

forced update

tsosebee@gmail.com — Tue, 14 Apr 2009 23:46:01 GMT

Susan's making me post, so here it is.

If you're ever looking for new authors, you could do much worse than checking out John Scalzi's Big Idea posts.

usa

tsosebee@gmail.com — Sat, 21 Feb 2009 02:46:29 GMT

I just finished reading John Dos Passos' USA trilogy. (The 42nd Parallel, Nineteen Nineteen, and The Big Money.) I first read these for a history class in college and fell in love with them. I figured it was about time to reread them.

They're a mixture of contemporary headlines, stream of consciousness autobiography, biographies of contemporary public figures, and the stories of several characters as they live from the turn of the century up to the late 20s. The story of the USA is also told by those characters' lives. They go from small town rural kids to sophisticated, trendy urban dwellers playing in the stock market, and their development tells the same story of the country.

I really like these books, but then again I have a thing for the literature of the 20s era. Also, I'm fascinated by the first three(-ish) decades of the 20th century. That time seems to me to have been a fork in the road of American development. Things were bad for lots of people: working conditions were pretty miserable, poverty was rampant, economic recessions were commonplace and bad; and yet, there seems to have been a real sense of optimism among people. People seemed to believe that if everyone just got organized and put their minds and their backs into it, they could make the world a better place. Reading the biography sections of people like Eugene Debs is always inspiring. However, with the New Deal co-opting much of what these people were agitating for in order to take the radical edge and energy off the popular movement and then, World War II, the emphasis seemed to have changed from making the world better for everyone towards everyone getting their own house in the burbs with a white picket fence. I have to admit, I do wonder a bit how things could have turned out differently.

But no matter what you think of my ramblings, the books are worth reading.

WPA

tsosebee@gmail.com — Tue, 10 Feb 2009 15:13:04 GMT

Via Ken MacLeod, here's an interesting article on the WPA.

stories from behind the berlin wall

tsosebee@gmail.com — Wed, 31 Dec 2008 00:28:11 GMT

I just finished reading Anna Funder's Stasiland, which I learned about from Charlie Stross, and it was an unbelievably good book.

The GDR seemingly took to Stalinism with the zeal of a religious convert and completely outdid its parent state in creating an Orwellian surveillance state. Under Stalin, the Soviet Union had one KGB agent for every 5800 people. The GDR had one Stasi agent or informer for every 63 people. If part-time informers are counted, it was one informer for every 6.5 citizens. Everyone was under observation by the state.

Stasiland looks at what living in such a society does, both to the watched and the watchers, and how people have dealt with their roles in such a society now that it no longer exists. Funder does this by letting former East Germans tell their stories, whether they were imprisoned or whether they worked for the Stasi. It's almost unfathomable, what it must have been like to live in the GDR. Funder pretty much sums it up at one point: "Relations between people were conditioned by the fact that one or the other of you could be one of them. Everyone suspected everyone else, and the mistrust this bred was the foundation of social existance."

Once the Wall came down, and Germany was reunited, Germany took the step, which apparently no other Eastern Bloc country has taken, of opening up the Stasi files to the public. Individuals are allowed to see their files with names of third parties redacted, but with the real names of Stasi agents and informers who observed and informed on them. I cannot imagine what this does to a society, much less an individual, to know which of your family members, friends, or coworkers spied on you and to also know that these same people are still in positions of authority. After the files were opened up, even Erich Honecker and, apparently, Erich Mielke asked to see their files.

This book was infuriating, heartbreaking, and inspiring. It sounds cliche, but it was a good reminder of what people can do to each other in the name of ideology, and for any sane state, it should serve as a warning of what not to do.

all hail gary larson

tsosebee@gmail.com — Tue, 23 Dec 2008 22:44:02 GMT

OK, this is pretty good. A flickr pool of Far Side reenactments.

Here are some good ones:

What dogs hear.

Midvale.

Cat Fud.

medieval medicine

tsosebee@gmail.com — Thu, 11 Dec 2008 18:26:39 GMT

This is the best description of the current administration's economic theories that I've heard yet:

The president and his advisers seemed to believe that tax cuts, especially for upper-income Americans and corporations, were a cure-all for any economic disease—the modern-day equivalent of leeches.

things that make you go "what the ...?"

tsosebee@gmail.com — Sat, 06 Dec 2008 16:04:28 GMT

Why are they making a sequel to Repo Man?

critters

tsosebee@gmail.com — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 23:11:37 GMT

We had a raccoon on our deck in the middle of the night last night, hanging out and eating acorns. It was cute and all until Otto spotted it and proceeded to bark for hours at it. Silly obsessive wiener dogs.

fall cleanup

tsosebee@gmail.com — Sun, 02 Nov 2008 22:20:44 GMT

We started our fall garden cleanup today. My big accomplishment was cutting down and digging up a tree in our front yard that never did well, and my back is constantly reminding me of today's work. Stupid getting older. The good thing is that beer is a pretty effective muscle relaxant, so that helps.

Our beds always look so barren when we prune things back; however, we've got a lot of bluebonnets and larkspur beginning to sprout, so if they make it through the winter, our spring garden is going to look really nice.

recommendation

tsosebee@gmail.com — Fri, 31 Oct 2008 14:48:36 GMT

If you're looking for a new SF author to pick up, you should do yourself a favor and check out Tobias Buckell. I'm wrapping up his second novel, Ragamuffin right now, and it's a good read. You can even read sample chapters of it and his first one, Crystal Rain at his site. So you don't have to take my word for it. You can head over there and check out his work before buying it.

previously unnoticed coincidence

tsosebee@gmail.com — Mon, 27 Oct 2008 02:42:09 GMT

While going through my mp3 collection and adding album covers, I noticed a couple of similar titles and wondered if there was a connection. Is the title of Refused's "The Shape of Punk to Come" an homage to Ornette Coleman's "The Shape of Jazz to Come"?

am i a rock star now?

tsosebee@gmail.com — Sat, 27 Sep 2008 03:22:07 GMT

Well, I finally did it. I had my Austin debut, playing with the Blues Specialists (warning: sound) at the Continental Club. It was one song that went by in a blur. I think it went ok. I didn't pass out or throw up or anything like that. So I'll have to try it again, and when I do, I'll give you all some advance notice.

marx, engels, homer

tsosebee@gmail.com — Fri, 26 Sep 2008 14:06:52 GMT

In these turbulent times, I think we should keep in mind one of my favorite pieces of Homer Simpson's wisdom:

Maybe Lisa has a point about America being the land of opportunity, and maybe Adil has a point about the machinery of capitalism being oiled with the blood of the workers.

that pesky constitution

tsosebee@gmail.com — Sat, 13 Sep 2008 21:15:44 GMT

This election might make me reconsider Article 2, Section 1 of the US Constitution. Why would I think that? Well, here's a couple of reasons.

UPDATE: Here's the url for the video in case livejournal gives you some sort of stupid ad placeholder.

deep thoughts

tsosebee@gmail.com — Tue, 09 Sep 2008 02:35:03 GMT

1. Converse to an earlier post, it's amazing how good a mood a good lesson can put me in.
2. Billy Bragg is a damn inspiring songwriter.
3. Mark Leyner is a mad genius.

helpful warnings

tsosebee@gmail.com — Mon, 01 Sep 2008 20:15:56 GMT

The following are introductory warnings to the BBC America show Skins.:

The following program contains British accents. Portions have been subtitled for the easily confused.

Although superficially charming, the British accent is difficult to understand. Therefore, portions have been subtitled for your convenience.

I'm not sure, but I think they may be making fun of American audiences.

neighbors

tsosebee@gmail.com — Fri, 29 Aug 2008 15:04:37 GMT

There's lots of reasons why I'm glad I don't live near a high school, but one I never thought about until recently was that I probably wouldn't want to hear the marching band practicing at 7:30 every morning of the school year.

tasty

tsosebee@gmail.com — Thu, 28 Aug 2008 23:43:27 GMT

Mmmmm, fresh limes from our lime tree in the cocktails are a good thing.

first thoughts

tsosebee@gmail.com — Wed, 27 Aug 2008 19:28:37 GMT

I suppose it's wrong of me to be sitting here at the Crown, hear sirens, and have my first thought be "Oh, the new batch of grad students must have set Welch on fire again."

wonderment mixed with horror

tsosebee@gmail.com — Tue, 26 Aug 2008 23:39:26 GMT

Wow. Just wow.

I just finished Warren Ellis' Crooked Little Vein. You should go read this book. It's basically a Dashiell Hammett-esque detective novel, only a lot stranger and more disturbing and funnier. (This book is probably not for the faint of heart or easily disturbed, so if strange sexual practices bother you, go read the Reader's Digest instead.) His writing reminds me of Hunter S. Thompson and Mark Leyner, only whereas Leyner's outrageousness is all invented, Ellis' comes straight out of real life and off the web.

So it's kind of a strange ride, but it's well worth it.

And if you want to watch his research for material in action, "Daily trawling of the world for signs of the apocalypse continues at warrenellis.com".

for those about to rock

tsosebee@gmail.com — Mon, 25 Aug 2008 22:58:27 GMT

If you can't manage to play air guitar, then here's a little something to help you out: Guitar Idol. I can't even manage to make a joke about just how sad this is.

the joys of pets

tsosebee@gmail.com — Tue, 19 Aug 2008 21:47:01 GMT

I utter the words "Otto, what did you just eat?" far too often.